Thursday, 1 October 2009

Favorite September Tweets

I haven't laughed this hard and this loud in a while. It feels so good and i definitely missed my D.A. friends soooo much. Good times. :)After an hour and half, we're finally in Central Perk. That's how big Friends fans we are. Love it. :)Waiting in line to go into Central Perk for free coffee. Who loves Friends? I do. :)

"Fours year ago, everything was perfect & i was happy. Now four years later, it all feels like a routine and i'm tired..." True story?
Can't believe it's my first back to uni. Suddenly i'm nervous. eeee...
Like i said before. Why are you going to Oxford if you're not going to pass by Bicester Village right? :)

Say a prayer for those back home in the Phils to all be safe, that those stuck in the flood be brought to safety. Amen.

"It`s funny how we get on so easily, We`re just friends aren`t we? You`ve got yours, I`ve got mine and friends are all we ever could be..."
Hanging out, relaxing and laughing with a good friend is a great way to end this week and my 'summer'. Good times. :)
"...Wherever you are, whenever it's right, you come out of nowhere and into my life." <3
"I might have to wait, I'll never give up, I guess it's half timing and the other half's luck..."
Yey my Tita Vo is finally back! Pasalubong time! :))
"People don't realize this, but loneliness is underrated." - 500 days of summer. "This is not a love story. This is a story about love."
Movie night was a success. I loved the movie - 500 days of summer. Sequel - 500 days of autumn! :)) But there is something bothering me.
"Yes, he was one of the reasons why i wanted to stay jz a lil bit longer, to hang around when i dont really need to. But i didnt say that."
“One of the hardest things in life is having words in your heart that you can't utter.”


"OK so let's all talk about me. Bring up my past, present and future. We can skip the whole lovelife part. Let's talk about that later."
Just had a brunch and photo-op with PGMA. Now just hanging around the Secretariat.
Nice meeting PGMA again. Fun bonding time with philemb family, making up for all my overtime. :)
"Sometimes its ok to let the silence still the air &keep it calm &sometimes you dont need to say anything at all to make everything alright"
Happy Birthday Ma, I love you. :) What a start to her birthday, we're watching an old FPJ action movie. Talk about classic. Haha :)
"These scars we wear remind us, the more we change the more we're all the same.." #davidcookrocks

"Anim na letra, tatlong pantig, lahat kami'y makatha.."
Guys who wear baggy clothes and don't know how to use their belts properly = EPiC FAiL.
Writing writing writing. Trying to finish a poem when all inspiration is lost is like dreaming with a broken heart.

#wheniwaslittle I lived in Singapore and how i wish i could go back to visit. It has been ten years since I last was there. Younger years...


Happy September 1st! Beginning of the 'ber' months. Let the countdowns begin. :)

Monday, 28 September 2009

Ondoy


without any warning, without a clue
our lives change right in front of our eyes
disaster strikes when we least expect it
how do you start over when you are the victims
what can you do to help those in need
donate some money, clothes and food
volunteer time and all effort to help
offer a prayer too for everyone's safety
spread the news so more people are aware
together we can move forward to make a new start
all for a better tomorrow for the Philippines



to help through donations, you can:
http://www.redcross.org.ph

Sunday, 20 September 2009

let the song do the talking

when i can't seem to find the right words to exactly describe or explain what i'm feeling or thinking, well i let some song lyrics do the talking for me.


"Everybody needs inspiration, Everybody needs a soul, Beautiful melody when the nights alone,cause there is no guarantee that this life is easy..."

"Boy it's been all this time, and I can't get you off my mind, and nobody knows it but me."

"Why do I just lay awake and think of you? I need some sleep. Tomorrow I have things to do. Everytime I close my eyes, I see your face. So i try to read but all i do is lose my place.."

"I hung up the phone tonight, Something happened for the first time, Deep inside it was a rush, what a rush.."
"Am i obsessed with you? I do my best not to want you. But i do all the time.."

"Run far away So I can breath, Even though you're far from suffocating me, I cant set my hopes too high, Cuz every hello ends with a goodbye.."
"He's close to my mother, talks business with my father, he's charming and endearing and I'm comfortable.."
"Tell me im not on my own, Tell me I won't be alone, Tell me what i'm feelin isn't some mistake cause if anyone can make me fall in love, you can.."
"Do you catch a breath when I look at you? Are you holding back like the way I do? Coz i've tried to walk away but I know this crush ain't going away.."

"I don't know but I think I maybe fallin' for you, dropping so quickly. Maybe I should keep this to myself, waiting 'til I know you better.."





and that's how the songs tell my story. now i've got my list to put on repeat on my ipod.

the songs: Crush, Obsessed, Fallin for You, That's the Way I Love You, Catch Me, When I Look at You, You Can, All We'd Ever Need

Tuesday, 15 September 2009

12.35

i can't get it out of my head
this new friendship that we share
slowly getting to know each other
when spending more time together

i'm starting to like you
i know my parents already do
a real gentleman and a guy with ambitions
how can anyone not fall for your charms

as i play with your hair and brush it with my fingers
it all seems just so normal, comfortable and so right
as you stand close to me, i take in your scent
i smile and sigh, hoping i wasn't too obvious

i'd miss you when you're not around
'cause you keep me company when i'm alone
real thoughtful as you lend me your books
oh couldn't you just get any sweeter at all

i immediately smile when anyone says your name
and i might talk about you, just a little bit too much
my heart's restless when i don't see you around
even more when you are and don't say hi

i don't want to jinx anything by overthinking this
if we ever we become more or remain just friends
that's all in the future we'll have to wait and see
for now, i'll simply make the most of this friendship we share



for more: http://myscribblesnotebook.blogspot.com

Monday, 14 September 2009

Some Story in Pictures


just see how interesting this painting that my mom did. she used clam shells for it. how creative and it was all exact, just fitted perfectly. i must say she is real talented. yes, my mom paints and she's does a great job. so proud of her. (and happy birthday mommy! Ü)


Cullen.
yes, as in Edward Cullen.
yes, that dude hot vampire from Twilight. :)


are that parols i see?
i can feel some Christmas spirit in the air.

nothing much to explain here. i just really thought it was cute.

ooh the very famous Piccadilly area.
now where was i when they were shooting Harry Potter scenes?

Tuesday, 1 September 2009

Favorite August Tweets

Ako ang Simula! Last minute registration of OAV at Philemb London right now.
Learning how the Philippines was banned from the Little League World Series, while watching its international championships."Why do I just lay awake and think of you? I need some sleep. Tomorrow I have things to do. Everytime I close my eyes, I see your face.."
"He's close to my mother, talks business with my father, he's charming and endearing and I'm comfortable..""Everybody needs inspiration, Everybody needs a soul, ...... 'cause there is no guarantee that this life is easy..."
"Run far away So I can breath, Eventhough you're far from suffocating me, I cant set my hopes too high, Cuz every hello ends with a goodbye""Where are you now? 'Cause I'm thinkin of you. You showed me how - How to live like I do. If it wasn't for you, I would never be who I am.."Somehow it sounds and feels different when someone calls me 'anakat'. I don't want to feel like it's a totally different person from me.Feeling all sentimental while listening to Eraserheads and remembering good times. Good times indeed. *big smile*
Thinking about my horoscope today. It said something about me being honest on what & who i want and reaching a big decision. Hmm, we'll see.
Sometimes when you dont say something out loud, it makes it less true. When I say it out loud, it seems to make it more real &that scares meR: "Oh you mean Scorpion King 2 came out last year? How do you know that?" Me: "Simple, I googled it. That's what it said on imdb." LOL :)

Oh look, Scorpion King 2 on cable already. What a hit movie. LOL inside joke. Only those who were there would get it. :)
I just refuse to teach my mom how to get her own facebook. Doesn't she already have people who 'spy' on what i do?? Isn't that enough?"There's a light in the dark Where the sky splits apart, Where the stars find a way To shine through all the spaces in between." @mariedigby"A second has the capability to change everything. The capability to change the way u look at the world &the way the world looks at u. Everything can change in the blink of an eye. "Movie night: G.I.Joe. Interesting, action-filled, guy movie with leather. Not bad at all. :)New Philippine Embassy London website. Check it out! :) http://bit.ly/ZNsIV

Today is gonna be interesting. Why? Oh yeah, i have lost my voice. Yes, how exciting. Just text me.


Had a great time at PG Pow Wow. (although i did lose my voice again) Happy 2 years @philgen, congratulations! More to come! :)

Congratulations on the launch of Luzviminda foundation. So much fun and laughter! I jz lose my voice again hahahaha! :)
A prayer for Tita Cory and our country. I feel good today knowing there's still hope, so everything will be ok. Paalam Tita Cory, thank you.I think I will refrain from talking til my throat feels better & my voice comes back. Haha, like that will really happen. Oh no, help me. :)Omg! Angelina and Ali dropped by Nando's to say hi and we had a quick catch-up session. Omg i missed two of my bestfriends soooo much! :)Today was a good day. What a great start to August! Can't wait for what's gonna happen this month. Happy August. :)

Saturday, 22 August 2009

sentimental about high school

yesterday i was listening to songs by the Eraserheads* and i couldn't help but feel all sentimental about the past. specifically, high school and the good times. ah yes, the good times. it just makes me smile, makes me feel good. they always say that high school are the best years of one's life. i would say that i would/could never forget high school, the good, the bad and the ugly - oh i meant drama. haha. :)

well nothing summarises what i feel right now better than this cute song by Honor Society.
i put the lyrics below and highlighted the bits which have meaning.



To my favorite teacher
told me never give up
To my 5th grade crush
who I thought I really loved
To the guys I missed
And the girls we kissed,
where are you now?

To my ex best friends
Don't know how we grew apart
To my favorite bands
and sing-alongs in my car
To the face I see
In my memories,
Where are you now?

Where are you now?
Cause I'm thinkin of you
You showed me how
How to live like I do
If it wasn't for you
I would never be who I am

To my first girlfriend
I thought for sure was the one
To my last girlfriend
Sorry I screwed it up
To the ones I loved,
Didn't show it enough
Where are you now?

Where are you now?
Cause I'm thinkin of you
You showed me how
How to live like I do
If it wasn't for you
I would never be who I am

I know we'll never see those days again
And it means we'll never be that way again
But that's just how it goes
people change but I know
I won't forget you


Woah oh
woah oh
oh ohh

To the ones who cared
Who were there from the start
To the love that left
took a piece of my heart
To the few who'd swear
I never go anywhere
Where are you now?

Where are you now?
Cause I'm thinkin' of you
You showed me how
How to live like I do
If it wasn't for you
I would never be who I am
If it wasn't for you
I would never be who I am now

If it wasn't for you
I would be nothing
Where are you now?

Tuesday, 18 August 2009

Twitter Update on Blogger

Stupid twitter. Still upset twitter suspended my original account because some stupid person hacked into it and put stupid updates! Argh!!
(But i'm guessing you're probably saying if i think twitter is stupid, why tweet? lol Ü)

Alas, a new one. Just press the button under my picture. Yes the one that says 'follow' :)

my new Twitter :)

Link: http://twitter.com/anirtakanna





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    Saturday, 15 August 2009

    Versions

    17.51

    (2nd version)
    lost in a daydream
    i look at his face
    he's as lost as i am
    can't help but smile
    hoping he'd look my way
    until then, i'm content just staring at him
    his eyes, his smile, his laugh
    secretly, slowly, falling for him

    16.49

    (1st version)
    lost in a daydream
    staring into nothingness
    i look at him beside me
    he's as lost as i am
    can't help but smile

    ~~~~~~~~~~~~

    17.35

    (2nd version)
    what's happening to me
    i seem to be losing it
    something's gotta be wrong
    i'm not myself anymore
    i'm reckless and yet very careful
    i'm in a hurry and yet there's still time
    but then i've been wasting too much time
    now i'm chasing something that's too fast
    and has left me very very far behind

    08.46

    (1st version)
    what's happening to me
    i seem to be losing it
    something's gotta be wrong
    i'm not myself anymore
    i'm reckless and yet very careful
    i'm in a hurry and yet there's still time
    but then i've been wasting too much time
    so i'm just chasing something
    that left me behind


    ~~~~~~~

    that's what happens when i decide to be sentimental and clean up my old stuff. unfinished poems will get a different ending, especially since i don't remember having finished the poems already.

    Saturday, 1 August 2009

    Favorite July Tweets

    A prayer for Pres. Corazon "Tita Cory" Aquino. May she rest in peace and my sincerest condolences to the Aquino family."I hung up the phone tonight, Something happened for the first time, Deep inside it was a rush, what a rush.." deep sigh.. - @DavidArchie"Do u catch a breath when I look at u? Are u holding back like the way I do? Coz ive tried to walk away but I knw this crush aint goin away"
    Who ever thought that skittles on chocolate cake with berry filling is delicious was obviously very wrong.Is it bad to lack initiative to tweet? Anyways, off to a 50th and 60th birthday celebrations later. Oh how fun..

    "I don't know but I think I maybe fallin' for you, dropping so quickly. Maybe I should keep this to myself, waiting 'til I know you better."I really miss you. If only you knew. But maybe you do. I'd give you a clue. Can't wait to see you. :)I loved Harry Potter! It was amazing. Great company too. Next wednesday ulit ha. :) One thing though. Grabe ang init sa sinehan!!!Movie night! Excited but not sure why i'm nervous. Maybe there should have been more of us. Sayang, nabulilyaso pa kasi eh. :) Can't wait :)R: I wish for you to have sweet dreams and no more demons. And no, it's not in you. M: Well i guess see you when you get back.
    Nothing like korean whiskey and a private karaoke party to forget all your worries and just have so much fun! WOOOO! :))With jz 4words, someone on cloud nine fell to the ground. With 4words, someone woke up from a dream. But it took only 1word to break a heartThe barrio fiesta was awesome, great day indeed, so much fun! Although my feet ache, i would gladly do it all over again! Till next year! :)
    "I think I'm afraid to be happy...Because whenever you get too happy, something bad always happens." Tears and laughter seem to go together.Dear diary, today, results came out, i met Michael Copon, had calamari and mashed potato, with good company, for good times. Happy happy. :)I passed! I freakin PASSED!! that's enough for me, i'm happy!! :))My word for today was 'Keele'. It is actually a place in the midlands between Manchester and Birmingham. Haha. Nice one emee. Keele! :)I really didn't notice my sister had a haircut until someone pointed it out to me. Haha how tired was i? That's what my work does to me. Ha.

    Mom. Cry. Hugs Tight. Cries harder. Mumbles. Prays. Sobs softly. Prays harder. Falls asleep. Dried tears.People should know better than to wake someone up 30 minutes before it's time to leave.
    "Only the lucky ones realize what their dealing with before it's too late. Only lucky ones don't have to pretend not to love them."This is the day where nothing seems to ever go your way and somehow you just want to run away from it all.I was laughing when Senator Honasan told me i look-alike and remind him of his youngest daughter. Suuuure, really? Hehehe. :)
    Dad thanks for letting me meet the senators. Eventhough i wasn't ok at first, everything turned out fiiineee. :)
    Nobody has called me 'Katkat' in a while. Certainly brings back memories.. :)


    "There's somebody out there, somebody somewhere, to show you the tenderness you need, somebody to hold you when worries control you..."


    "I thought you said it was easy, listening to your heart, I thought you said i'd be okay..."
    RT @RyanSeacrest U wil see all the stars from today mj clips on news but this moment-his daughter really got to me http://tinyurl.com/mrohqd

    Paris Jackson brought the tears to my eyes.


    Now there's a dream i wish to NEVER come true. No, scratch that, it wasn't a dream. It was a nightmare."Tell me im not on my own, Tell me I wont be alone, Tell me wat im feelin isnt some mistake coz if anyone can make me fall in love, you can"
    "It's like wishing for rain as I stand in the desert, But I'm holding you closer than most" -Ron Pope
    Today, I guess I CAN, no actually, I SHOULD, so maybe I WILL, use any excuse, any at all, to be happy. But right now, I NEED one.At Heathrow airport this early july morning. Such a bittersweet place to be. Goodbyes, last hugs & unspoken words.

    Thursday, 9 July 2009

    RIP MJ.


    "There's nothing that can't be done if we raise our voice as one."
    - Michael Jackson
    Thank you Michael Jackson. You will be missed but your music and legacy will forever live on.

    Sunday, 5 July 2009

    i miss my bestfriend, my beshie.. :(

    we don't talk everyday
    although we both wish we did
    we haven't seen each other for a while
    as we're both on different sides of the world

    being apart from family or a 'boyfriend' is hard
    but being apart from a bestfriend is as bad
    actually sometimes it could be worse
    i should know, that's how i feel

    but then again, so what if we're far apart
    our friendship doesn't end 'cause we're not together
    truth be told, our friendship only gets stronger
    as we both work on keeping the connection

    yes, circumstances change as we do
    with each day, we grow older, a bit more mature
    going through different things and learning
    but still somehow exactly know what each other is feeling

    we understand each other in a away no one else can
    never afraid to show my true self when i'm with you
    i miss your hugs eventhough you say i'm hugging myself
    and though miles apart, i can always count on you

    i miss just hanging out and our inside jokes ;P
    then we'll be rocking to kelly clarkson tunes
    and there's our never-ending conversations
    oh there's no way i can miss anyone more

    we both got big dreams we want to fulfill
    but life could get crazy and stand in our way
    we'd been through interesting 'relationships', drama, ups and downs
    but i knew there's one guy who wouldn't break my heart

    one day, we could be roomies in a beautiful european city
    doing what we always do when we're together
    but until then, phone calls and im's do just fine
    knowing very well there's someone who'll always be there for me

    bottom line is i really miss my beshie
    and i love him 'cause he's family to me
    remember 'beshies for life!', a promise i'd like to keep
    actually more than a promise, it's a lifelong commitment i made. :))


    this is not perfect. but it'll do. :)
    TO JPAP: i miss you besh. and i love you. xoxo

    Thursday, 2 July 2009

    Favorite June Tweets

    Happy. -Me :) "I think I'm afraid to be happy...Because whenever you get too happy, something bad always happens." -Charlie BrownOMG. I found out my friend is really getting married with a baby on the way. When did we grow up? and how did i miss it?

    Reading through my old blog posts is quite interesting. Brings back alot of different memories and emotions. Nostalgia got the best of me.I had the weirdest dream about an old friend & i think i might have been crying too. It felt so real but.. Oh well details are not important

    Today was actually a good day - a very good day. :) That was until the news of Michael Jackson. RIP MJ. :(
    "If I could wish upon tomorrow tonight would never end, If you asked me I would follow, But for now I'll just pretend.."
    When I say it out loud, it seems to make it more real. And that scares me.
    RT @johncmayer I love that @perezhilton uses his cellphone to log on to twiter to post a tweet to ask his folowers to cal the police for him
    It's funny and maybe wierd i like this song that goes "And as we walked we were talking I didn't say half the things I wanted to..". :))

    I absolutely hate stuck up people who are so full of themselves and don't know how to show respect to my parents. NEVER underestimate.
    One good night. From sushi to the talk of politics, some showbiz gossip from Christian Bautista &the latest fanclub of Aling Dionisia. LOL:)
    @paopardz Happiness is the feeling you're feeling when you want to keep feeling it. :)
    “One of the hardest things in life is having words in your heart that you can't utter.”


    OMG! FINALLY LAST EXAM OVER! THIS SUMMER IS GONNA BE AWESOME!!

    Wednesday, 1 July 2009

    My Scribbles

    hey guys! check this out. all my little scribbles of poetry put into one blog. link down below.

    Wednesday, 10 June 2009

    Story about my Love & Life!

    What i discovered "About (my) Love & Life via Day of Birth"

    You were born on 16th day of November 19--, Wednesday.

    Your Life : You always follow the good and the right instead of listening to your heart. Another word, you are a perfectionist. You care for every word people say about you. You are often seen isolated while you are, by nature, curious and a dreamer who is ready to get over the edge to make your dream comes true.

    Your Love : You often fall in love with a person who is much different from you, in age and other aspects. Your relationship grows on friendship. Love at first sight is not your style.

    Monday, 8 June 2009

    pages of a diary

    May 20, 2009

    "okay, so i'm finally writing again. this comes from reading too much fanfiction. it has got me feeling certain emotions and thinking - thinking alot more than i already do. jumbled thoughts swin around my mind and my heart, filled with too much emotions, just wants to burst.

    i'm confused and i'm lost. i feel so alone in my world of friends and family. i've got my whole life ahead of me and yet i'm scared. scared of failing my parents - to have them say that my best is simply not (never) enough. scared of all the hard work and obstacles that i would have to face to get to where i need to be. i know i'm strong enough but i'm still afraid that i could be proven wrong that shows i'm not strong enough - and maybe never was.

    i feel a little empty - like something's missing - like a jigsaw puzzle that's missing one piece - like i'm just not whole or complete. it's something that just doesn't feel right, like something doesn't fit.

    my heart's searching.. my mind's screaming..

    maybe, just maybe, this is all too much for my little heart to handle."

    Sunday, 7 June 2009

    it's official,

    i'm back. i'm back to blogging. finally have the time. (well not really but i'll try real harder)

    SUMMER is here! and it is gonna be AWESOME! :)

    be back tomorrow. i'll start posting stuff i've been writing in my notebook. :)


    Happiness is the feeling you're feeling when you want to keep feeling it. :)

    “One of the hardest things in life is having words in your heart that you can't utter.” :(


    I wished my ultimate favorite, bestest sister in the world a VERY HAPPY BIRTHDAY! 
    BabySis I LOVE YOU SO VERY MUCH!! :))

    Monday, 1 June 2009

    Favorite May Tweets

    I would sneak quick glances at you. Sometimes a few seconds longer. Hoping no one notices who I'm staring at. Hoping you don't notice too.

    Life is not a race. Do take it slower. Hear the music. Before the song is over.

    All I wanna do is lie on my bed and cover myself with pillows and my blanket, keeping me warm, and just sleep. Sweet dreams are good too.

    "There must be something between us, even if it's only an ocean." - An Affair to Remember. "And all I could say was, 'hello'."

    A dream will always be a dream, good or bad, when you wake up, reality intrudes. I just want to keep dreaming.
    AKC got a message that on this day,God wants her to know that HE has an importnt purpose for you &made everythin possible for you to succeed


    "These scars we wear remind us, The more we change, The more we're all the same Swept up in this emotion. - DC" Still my favorite IDOL. :)


    "As happens sometimes, a moment settled and hovered and remained for much more than a moment. And sound stopped and movement stopped for much, much more than a moment. And then the moment was gone."


    "Coz when you're fifteen & somebody tells u that they love u you're gonna believe them. Wish u could go back &tell yourself what u know now"
    “Sometimes it’s easier to say that you don’t care than to explain all the reasons you do”

    Happy thought for today. I saw NJ and his mom. It's a good shot in my head. :))

    Tree Hill will never be the same without Lucas Eugene Scott.

    The worst way to miss someone is when they are right beside you...


    "The world you desire can be won. It exists.. it is real.. it is possible.. it's yours." -Ayn Rand


    Laughing, still can't get over the 2round fight. Manny Manny Manny! Hehehe :D


    Confession #3: One of my guilty pleasures is the hot cookie dough with ice cream from Pizza Hut. *yummy*



    Tuesday, 21 April 2009

    follow me on twitter. *tweet tweet tweet*

    ok, obviously i haven't been able to update my blog in ages. i know i know. it's been so long and so many things have happened to me, both good and bad, as well the ugly. hahaha :)

    if you want to see what i have been doing and what i'm up to, just follow me on twitter. it's more convenient for me to tweet, a little easier to have my micro blog at the moment. see you there!Ü

    click here: http://twitter.com/anirtakanna










    Thursday, 1 January 2009

    Happy 2009!

    My wishes for you in year 2009
    Great start for Jan,
    Love for Feb,
    Peace for march,
    No worries for April
    Fun for May,
    Joy for June to Nov,
    Happiness for Dec,
    Have a lucky and wonderful 2009.

    To peace, love and life..
    To family and friendship..
    To a great year ahead..
    Cheers!