Wednesday, 10 June 2009

Story about my Love & Life!

What i discovered "About (my) Love & Life via Day of Birth"

You were born on 16th day of November 19--, Wednesday.

Your Life : You always follow the good and the right instead of listening to your heart. Another word, you are a perfectionist. You care for every word people say about you. You are often seen isolated while you are, by nature, curious and a dreamer who is ready to get over the edge to make your dream comes true.

Your Love : You often fall in love with a person who is much different from you, in age and other aspects. Your relationship grows on friendship. Love at first sight is not your style.

Monday, 8 June 2009

pages of a diary

May 20, 2009

"okay, so i'm finally writing again. this comes from reading too much fanfiction. it has got me feeling certain emotions and thinking - thinking alot more than i already do. jumbled thoughts swin around my mind and my heart, filled with too much emotions, just wants to burst.

i'm confused and i'm lost. i feel so alone in my world of friends and family. i've got my whole life ahead of me and yet i'm scared. scared of failing my parents - to have them say that my best is simply not (never) enough. scared of all the hard work and obstacles that i would have to face to get to where i need to be. i know i'm strong enough but i'm still afraid that i could be proven wrong that shows i'm not strong enough - and maybe never was.

i feel a little empty - like something's missing - like a jigsaw puzzle that's missing one piece - like i'm just not whole or complete. it's something that just doesn't feel right, like something doesn't fit.

my heart's searching.. my mind's screaming..

maybe, just maybe, this is all too much for my little heart to handle."

Sunday, 7 June 2009

it's official,

i'm back. i'm back to blogging. finally have the time. (well not really but i'll try real harder)

SUMMER is here! and it is gonna be AWESOME! :)

be back tomorrow. i'll start posting stuff i've been writing in my notebook. :)

Happiness is the feeling you're feeling when you want to keep feeling it. :)

“One of the hardest things in life is having words in your heart that you can't utter.” :(

I wished my ultimate favorite, bestest sister in the world a VERY HAPPY BIRTHDAY! 

Monday, 1 June 2009

Favorite May Tweets

I would sneak quick glances at you. Sometimes a few seconds longer. Hoping no one notices who I'm staring at. Hoping you don't notice too.

Life is not a race. Do take it slower. Hear the music. Before the song is over.

All I wanna do is lie on my bed and cover myself with pillows and my blanket, keeping me warm, and just sleep. Sweet dreams are good too.

"There must be something between us, even if it's only an ocean." - An Affair to Remember. "And all I could say was, 'hello'."

A dream will always be a dream, good or bad, when you wake up, reality intrudes. I just want to keep dreaming.
AKC got a message that on this day,God wants her to know that HE has an importnt purpose for you &made everythin possible for you to succeed

"These scars we wear remind us, The more we change, The more we're all the same Swept up in this emotion. - DC" Still my favorite IDOL. :)

"As happens sometimes, a moment settled and hovered and remained for much more than a moment. And sound stopped and movement stopped for much, much more than a moment. And then the moment was gone."

"Coz when you're fifteen & somebody tells u that they love u you're gonna believe them. Wish u could go back &tell yourself what u know now"
“Sometimes it’s easier to say that you don’t care than to explain all the reasons you do”

Happy thought for today. I saw NJ and his mom. It's a good shot in my head. :))

Tree Hill will never be the same without Lucas Eugene Scott.

The worst way to miss someone is when they are right beside you...

"The world you desire can be won. It exists.. it is real.. it is possible.. it's yours." -Ayn Rand

Laughing, still can't get over the 2round fight. Manny Manny Manny! Hehehe :D

Confession #3: One of my guilty pleasures is the hot cookie dough with ice cream from Pizza Hut. *yummy*