Tuesday, 29 December 2009

taking chances

ok so this song has just on replay on my ipod and i seriously can't get this song out of my head right now. somehow it just puts a smile on my face, makes me happy on the inside and somehow i feel quite hopeful too. life and love, after all, is all about taking chances. taking that leap of faith that things wouldn't turn out so bad. taking chances without considering the consequences of you getting hurt, sometimes you wouldn't necessarily get hurt at all. sometimes we might just have to take that chance in order for us to be happy.

Don't know much about your life.
Don't know much about your world, but
Don't want to be alone tonight,
On this planet they call earth.

You don't know about my past, and
I don't have a future figured out.
And maybe this is going too fast.
And maybe it's not meant to last,

But what do you say to taking chances,
What do you say to jumping off the edge?
Never knowing if there's solid ground below
Or hand to hold, or hell to pay,
What do you say,
What do you say?

I just want to start again,
And maybe you could show me how to try,
And maybe you could take me in,
Somewhere underneath your skin?

What do you say to taking chances,
What do you say to jumping off the edge?
Never knowing if there's solid ground below
Or hand to hold, or hell to pay,
What do you say,
What do you say?

And I had my heart beaten down,
But I always come back for more, yeah.
There's nothing like love to pull you up,
When you're laying down on the floor there.

So talk to me, talk to me,
Like lovers do.
Yeah walk with me, walk with me,
Like lovers do,
Like lovers do.

What do you say to taking chances,
What do you say to jumping off the edge?
Never knowing if there's solid ground below
Or hand to hold, or hell to pay,
What do you say,
What do you say?

Don't know much about your life
And I don't know much about your world

Sunday, 27 December 2009

avatar cuteness

avatars are too cute. they are a cute way to make a statement.
and no, i'm talking about the movie by james cameron. well, not yet anyway.

below are some avatars i picked that i like best that could describe me.

sometimes a song can say what i really feel better than anything i'll write.

good luck indeed. get ready heart for a rollercoaster of emotions.

well, i wouldn't call it "love" just yet. maybe a "strong like". yeah maybe that could work. i fell in "strong like". ok, hmm.. nah, doesn't really work. so fine.... i fell in "love"

completely no idea. i'd like to keep a secret for a while.

ok this one was just HAHAHAHAHA!

and here's one i really like, so worth a watch.

ok i guess that's enough for now. don't want to flood my blog with too much avatars.
cuteness off. 3d glasses on.

Friday, 25 December 2009

Wishing you all the timeless treasures of Christmas,the warmth of home, the love of family and company of good friends. Have a blessed Merry Christmas!

all my love, Kat xx

Merry Christmas to everyone back home! Most especially to my amazing friends and their families. I miss u guys so much!

All my love, anakat. xx

My special gift to you guys, i dedicate these songs.

For my love of Glee..

And of course, a tagalog song. Because this is one memorable song this year.

Monday, 30 November 2009


"Love is a temporary madness, it erupts like volcanoes and then subsides. And when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion, it is not the desire to mate every second of every second minute of the day, it is not lying awake at night imagining he is kissing every cranny of your body. No, don’t blush, I am telling you some truths. That is just being “in love”, which any fool can do. Love itself is what is leftover when being in love had burned away, and it is both an art and an unfortunate accident. Your mother and I had it, we had roots that grew towards each other underground, and when all the pretty blossom had fallen from our branches we found that we were one tree and not two.”

Chapter 47, Captain Corelli’s Mandolin, as said by Dr Iannis

Thursday, 5 November 2009

a girl can dream right?

for sometimes dreams do come true..

"I'm the guy who will hold you when you're crying, and wipe away you're tears.

I'm the guy who thinks you look beautiful with no makeup on.

I'm the guy who won't pressure you to do things you don't want too.

I'm the guy who'll show up at your house with soup and a movie when you're not feeling well.

I'm the guy who kisses your forehead.

I'm the guy who will tickle you randomnly tickle you just to hear you laugh.

I'm the guy who doesn't kiss and tell.

I'm the guy who actually listens when you talk.

I'm the guy who is excited all day because I'm looking forward to our date that night.

I'm the guy who is content with just being able to hold you.

I'm the guy who can't help but smile when you walk into the room.

I'm the guy who'll say I love you and not be afraid of it.

I'm the guy who's perfectly content with staying in and watching movies and cuddling.

I’m the guy who won't lie to you about where he's going or where he's been or who he's been with.

I’m the guy who gets butterflies when he hears your name.

I'm the guy who's not afraid to tell his friends he loves you.

I’m the guy who doesn't mess with other girls when I have you.

I’m the guy who doesn't care about your imperfections and loves you more for them.

I'm the guy who will hold you while we watch the sunset.

I'm the guy who wants to make you the happiest girl in the world."

oh just admit it, you want to hear it being said to you too right? :D

Sunday, 1 November 2009

Favorite October Tweets

Recently people have been asking me alot of questions. So maybe seeing you gave me the answers i need, and maybe, just maybe it's a sign. :)

"for the rare and unexpected friend, for the way you're something that i never choose but at the same time, something i don't wanna lose.."

Missing You is totally an understatement.

"And I wonder if I ever cross your mind. For me it happens all the time." @LadyAntebellum Watching BBC2 right now. The Philippines is being featured in Charley Boorman's "Sydney to Tokyo: By Any Means".

Supporting PG Charity Golf at Stapleford Abbotts Golfclub, while I enjoy my club cheeseburger and chips.
Thanks to daylight savings time, i get an extra hour - yup, an extra hour of sleep. :)

Attending the Financial Learning Campaign at the Grosvenor hotel. Presentations by Bangko Sentral ng Pilipinas.
"Every minute's like an hour,Every hour's like a day,Every day lasts forever, But what else am i gonna do? i'd wait forever & a day for you"

Ate Cathy's life goals for me: Graduate with distinction. Get into Credit Suisse with 60k pay. Learn diving. Get an Italian/Greek Boyfriend.

At the Philemb, with Senator @piacayetano and various ladies of FilCom-UK. :)
"its a masterful melody when he calls out my name to me...& i feel like im falling but its no surprise...& im out of my league once again.."
"I'd only be Romeo if you be my Juliet." Hahahaha! Ang cheesy! Hahaha :)At the Philemb, doing some last minute packing for the last pick-up today! :)
Gonna be on pinoyradiouk again, later. Eeeeep, gawin ko daw hobby un? hehe :)Movie night again! Dr Parnassus, totally free! Definitely gonna do this more often. :)Yey exactly four months from today until the big day. No, it doesn't involve any white dresses. "Right now I feel like the guy who was told, “Cheer up — things could be worse!” So he cheered up, and sure enough, things got worse."
"You might as well stop smiling. We can see the pain behind your eyes."Someone told me "KAT, ka-Birthday mo si commander! Maybe if and when you marry 8 children din! hahaha!" Oh noooo... LOL :)
"There's a saying old,says that love is blind. Stil we're often told "Seek&ye shall find" so im goin to seek a certain lad i've had in mind"First pick-up at the Philemb: 25 boxes. Second pick-up tomorrow: 71 boxes! Woohoo! Galing namin. Hehehe. :) Labour of love un ah. Hehe. :)
Will be packing boxes later at Philemb, getting them ready for the pick-up tomorrow. :)Radio broadcaster: "How many children do you have?" Someone: "I have four daughters, all girls." Wow, LOL. :)
Wow about 40 minutes on the radio. That was looong. I must have been babbling. Hehehe.
eeeeep interview on radiopinoyuk later. aaah! kabado na! :)"Daaaddyyyyyyy can i not go to school today and join you for tea so i can meet the queen too? Pleeeease, pretty please." :)
Still at BPH. Now showing: "In My Life". All for charity. :) Magiging Vilma-nian kaya ako?Now at Baden Powell house for the Typhoon Charity drive. Just heard mass and ate some lunch. Magbabalot pa kaya mamaya?"If I walk, would u run? If I stop, would u come? If I say you're the one, would u believe me? If I ask u to stay, would u show me the way?"
"Fame. (i'm gonna live forever, i'm gonna learn how to fly, high!...) How big you make it is all about how far you take it."

"oh reckless abandon, like no one’s watching you... a kiss, a cry, our rights, our wrongs, a moment, a love, a dream aloud..."
"Well maybe two is better than one, But there's so much time, to figure out the rest of my life and you've already got me coming undone.."If only i had my secret garden right now... But i guess i'd settle for my comfy pillow for now.Pringles. 'Once you pop, you can stop.' So true, it always applies."Most days of the year are unremarkable. They begin, and they end, with no lasting memories made in between. Most days have no impact on the course of a life."
"I guess I just figured, why make something disposable like a building when you can make something that last forever, like a greeting card."

Today was quite an uneventful day, to say the least. Okay, so it's actually the opposite. But i don't want to overthink anything."I know i shouldn't really be doing this.Why? Coz i might just be setting myself up for disappointment and heartbreak. This is not good."

Friday, 23 October 2009

Ate Cathy's life goals for me:

1.Graduate with distinction.

2. Get into Credit Suisse with 60k pay.

3. Learn diving. (with free lessons ofcourse from Ate Cathy! oh yeah!)

4. Get an Italian or Greek Boyfriend.

oh yeah, the pressure is on.

Thursday, 1 October 2009

Favorite September Tweets

I haven't laughed this hard and this loud in a while. It feels so good and i definitely missed my D.A. friends soooo much. Good times. :)After an hour and half, we're finally in Central Perk. That's how big Friends fans we are. Love it. :)Waiting in line to go into Central Perk for free coffee. Who loves Friends? I do. :)

"Fours year ago, everything was perfect & i was happy. Now four years later, it all feels like a routine and i'm tired..." True story?
Can't believe it's my first back to uni. Suddenly i'm nervous. eeee...
Like i said before. Why are you going to Oxford if you're not going to pass by Bicester Village right? :)

Say a prayer for those back home in the Phils to all be safe, that those stuck in the flood be brought to safety. Amen.

"It`s funny how we get on so easily, We`re just friends aren`t we? You`ve got yours, I`ve got mine and friends are all we ever could be..."
Hanging out, relaxing and laughing with a good friend is a great way to end this week and my 'summer'. Good times. :)
"...Wherever you are, whenever it's right, you come out of nowhere and into my life." <3
"I might have to wait, I'll never give up, I guess it's half timing and the other half's luck..."
Yey my Tita Vo is finally back! Pasalubong time! :))
"People don't realize this, but loneliness is underrated." - 500 days of summer. "This is not a love story. This is a story about love."
Movie night was a success. I loved the movie - 500 days of summer. Sequel - 500 days of autumn! :)) But there is something bothering me.
"Yes, he was one of the reasons why i wanted to stay jz a lil bit longer, to hang around when i dont really need to. But i didnt say that."
“One of the hardest things in life is having words in your heart that you can't utter.”

"OK so let's all talk about me. Bring up my past, present and future. We can skip the whole lovelife part. Let's talk about that later."
Just had a brunch and photo-op with PGMA. Now just hanging around the Secretariat.
Nice meeting PGMA again. Fun bonding time with philemb family, making up for all my overtime. :)
"Sometimes its ok to let the silence still the air &keep it calm &sometimes you dont need to say anything at all to make everything alright"
Happy Birthday Ma, I love you. :) What a start to her birthday, we're watching an old FPJ action movie. Talk about classic. Haha :)
"These scars we wear remind us, the more we change the more we're all the same.." #davidcookrocks

"Anim na letra, tatlong pantig, lahat kami'y makatha.."
Guys who wear baggy clothes and don't know how to use their belts properly = EPiC FAiL.
Writing writing writing. Trying to finish a poem when all inspiration is lost is like dreaming with a broken heart.

#wheniwaslittle I lived in Singapore and how i wish i could go back to visit. It has been ten years since I last was there. Younger years...

Happy September 1st! Beginning of the 'ber' months. Let the countdowns begin. :)

Monday, 28 September 2009


without any warning, without a clue
our lives change right in front of our eyes
disaster strikes when we least expect it
how do you start over when you are the victims
what can you do to help those in need
donate some money, clothes and food
volunteer time and all effort to help
offer a prayer too for everyone's safety
spread the news so more people are aware
together we can move forward to make a new start
all for a better tomorrow for the Philippines

to help through donations, you can:

Sunday, 20 September 2009

let the song do the talking

when i can't seem to find the right words to exactly describe or explain what i'm feeling or thinking, well i let some song lyrics do the talking for me.

"Everybody needs inspiration, Everybody needs a soul, Beautiful melody when the nights alone,cause there is no guarantee that this life is easy..."

"Boy it's been all this time, and I can't get you off my mind, and nobody knows it but me."

"Why do I just lay awake and think of you? I need some sleep. Tomorrow I have things to do. Everytime I close my eyes, I see your face. So i try to read but all i do is lose my place.."

"I hung up the phone tonight, Something happened for the first time, Deep inside it was a rush, what a rush.."
"Am i obsessed with you? I do my best not to want you. But i do all the time.."

"Run far away So I can breath, Even though you're far from suffocating me, I cant set my hopes too high, Cuz every hello ends with a goodbye.."
"He's close to my mother, talks business with my father, he's charming and endearing and I'm comfortable.."
"Tell me im not on my own, Tell me I won't be alone, Tell me what i'm feelin isn't some mistake cause if anyone can make me fall in love, you can.."
"Do you catch a breath when I look at you? Are you holding back like the way I do? Coz i've tried to walk away but I know this crush ain't going away.."

"I don't know but I think I maybe fallin' for you, dropping so quickly. Maybe I should keep this to myself, waiting 'til I know you better.."

and that's how the songs tell my story. now i've got my list to put on repeat on my ipod.

the songs: Crush, Obsessed, Fallin for You, That's the Way I Love You, Catch Me, When I Look at You, You Can, All We'd Ever Need

Tuesday, 15 September 2009


i can't get it out of my head
this new friendship that we share
slowly getting to know each other
when spending more time together

i'm starting to like you
i know my parents already do
a real gentleman and a guy with ambitions
how can anyone not fall for your charms

as i play with your hair and brush it with my fingers
it all seems just so normal, comfortable and so right
as you stand close to me, i take in your scent
i smile and sigh, hoping i wasn't too obvious

i'd miss you when you're not around
'cause you keep me company when i'm alone
real thoughtful as you lend me your books
oh couldn't you just get any sweeter at all

i immediately smile when anyone says your name
and i might talk about you, just a little bit too much
my heart's restless when i don't see you around
even more when you are and don't say hi

i don't want to jinx anything by overthinking this
if we ever we become more or remain just friends
that's all in the future we'll have to wait and see
for now, i'll simply make the most of this friendship we share

for more: http://myscribblesnotebook.blogspot.com

Monday, 14 September 2009

Some Story in Pictures

just see how interesting this painting that my mom did. she used clam shells for it. how creative and it was all exact, just fitted perfectly. i must say she is real talented. yes, my mom paints and she's does a great job. so proud of her. (and happy birthday mommy! Ü)

yes, as in Edward Cullen.
yes, that dude hot vampire from Twilight. :)

are that parols i see?
i can feel some Christmas spirit in the air.

nothing much to explain here. i just really thought it was cute.

ooh the very famous Piccadilly area.
now where was i when they were shooting Harry Potter scenes?

Tuesday, 1 September 2009

Favorite August Tweets

Ako ang Simula! Last minute registration of OAV at Philemb London right now.
Learning how the Philippines was banned from the Little League World Series, while watching its international championships."Why do I just lay awake and think of you? I need some sleep. Tomorrow I have things to do. Everytime I close my eyes, I see your face.."
"He's close to my mother, talks business with my father, he's charming and endearing and I'm comfortable..""Everybody needs inspiration, Everybody needs a soul, ...... 'cause there is no guarantee that this life is easy..."
"Run far away So I can breath, Eventhough you're far from suffocating me, I cant set my hopes too high, Cuz every hello ends with a goodbye""Where are you now? 'Cause I'm thinkin of you. You showed me how - How to live like I do. If it wasn't for you, I would never be who I am.."Somehow it sounds and feels different when someone calls me 'anakat'. I don't want to feel like it's a totally different person from me.Feeling all sentimental while listening to Eraserheads and remembering good times. Good times indeed. *big smile*
Thinking about my horoscope today. It said something about me being honest on what & who i want and reaching a big decision. Hmm, we'll see.
Sometimes when you dont say something out loud, it makes it less true. When I say it out loud, it seems to make it more real &that scares meR: "Oh you mean Scorpion King 2 came out last year? How do you know that?" Me: "Simple, I googled it. That's what it said on imdb." LOL :)

Oh look, Scorpion King 2 on cable already. What a hit movie. LOL inside joke. Only those who were there would get it. :)
I just refuse to teach my mom how to get her own facebook. Doesn't she already have people who 'spy' on what i do?? Isn't that enough?"There's a light in the dark Where the sky splits apart, Where the stars find a way To shine through all the spaces in between." @mariedigby"A second has the capability to change everything. The capability to change the way u look at the world &the way the world looks at u. Everything can change in the blink of an eye. "Movie night: G.I.Joe. Interesting, action-filled, guy movie with leather. Not bad at all. :)New Philippine Embassy London website. Check it out! :) http://bit.ly/ZNsIV

Today is gonna be interesting. Why? Oh yeah, i have lost my voice. Yes, how exciting. Just text me.

Had a great time at PG Pow Wow. (although i did lose my voice again) Happy 2 years @philgen, congratulations! More to come! :)

Congratulations on the launch of Luzviminda foundation. So much fun and laughter! I jz lose my voice again hahahaha! :)
A prayer for Tita Cory and our country. I feel good today knowing there's still hope, so everything will be ok. Paalam Tita Cory, thank you.I think I will refrain from talking til my throat feels better & my voice comes back. Haha, like that will really happen. Oh no, help me. :)Omg! Angelina and Ali dropped by Nando's to say hi and we had a quick catch-up session. Omg i missed two of my bestfriends soooo much! :)Today was a good day. What a great start to August! Can't wait for what's gonna happen this month. Happy August. :)

Saturday, 22 August 2009

sentimental about high school

yesterday i was listening to songs by the Eraserheads* and i couldn't help but feel all sentimental about the past. specifically, high school and the good times. ah yes, the good times. it just makes me smile, makes me feel good. they always say that high school are the best years of one's life. i would say that i would/could never forget high school, the good, the bad and the ugly - oh i meant drama. haha. :)

well nothing summarises what i feel right now better than this cute song by Honor Society.
i put the lyrics below and highlighted the bits which have meaning.

To my favorite teacher
told me never give up
To my 5th grade crush
who I thought I really loved
To the guys I missed
And the girls we kissed,
where are you now?

To my ex best friends
Don't know how we grew apart
To my favorite bands
and sing-alongs in my car
To the face I see
In my memories,
Where are you now?

Where are you now?
Cause I'm thinkin of you
You showed me how
How to live like I do
If it wasn't for you
I would never be who I am

To my first girlfriend
I thought for sure was the one
To my last girlfriend
Sorry I screwed it up
To the ones I loved,
Didn't show it enough
Where are you now?

Where are you now?
Cause I'm thinkin of you
You showed me how
How to live like I do
If it wasn't for you
I would never be who I am

I know we'll never see those days again
And it means we'll never be that way again
But that's just how it goes
people change but I know
I won't forget you

Woah oh
woah oh
oh ohh

To the ones who cared
Who were there from the start
To the love that left
took a piece of my heart
To the few who'd swear
I never go anywhere
Where are you now?

Where are you now?
Cause I'm thinkin' of you
You showed me how
How to live like I do
If it wasn't for you
I would never be who I am
If it wasn't for you
I would never be who I am now

If it wasn't for you
I would be nothing
Where are you now?

Tuesday, 18 August 2009

Twitter Update on Blogger

Stupid twitter. Still upset twitter suspended my original account because some stupid person hacked into it and put stupid updates! Argh!!
(But i'm guessing you're probably saying if i think twitter is stupid, why tweet? lol Ü)

Alas, a new one. Just press the button under my picture. Yes the one that says 'follow' :)

my new Twitter :)

Link: http://twitter.com/anirtakanna

    follow me on Twitter

    Saturday, 15 August 2009



    (2nd version)
    lost in a daydream
    i look at his face
    he's as lost as i am
    can't help but smile
    hoping he'd look my way
    until then, i'm content just staring at him
    his eyes, his smile, his laugh
    secretly, slowly, falling for him


    (1st version)
    lost in a daydream
    staring into nothingness
    i look at him beside me
    he's as lost as i am
    can't help but smile



    (2nd version)
    what's happening to me
    i seem to be losing it
    something's gotta be wrong
    i'm not myself anymore
    i'm reckless and yet very careful
    i'm in a hurry and yet there's still time
    but then i've been wasting too much time
    now i'm chasing something that's too fast
    and has left me very very far behind


    (1st version)
    what's happening to me
    i seem to be losing it
    something's gotta be wrong
    i'm not myself anymore
    i'm reckless and yet very careful
    i'm in a hurry and yet there's still time
    but then i've been wasting too much time
    so i'm just chasing something
    that left me behind


    that's what happens when i decide to be sentimental and clean up my old stuff. unfinished poems will get a different ending, especially since i don't remember having finished the poems already.

    Saturday, 1 August 2009

    Favorite July Tweets

    A prayer for Pres. Corazon "Tita Cory" Aquino. May she rest in peace and my sincerest condolences to the Aquino family."I hung up the phone tonight, Something happened for the first time, Deep inside it was a rush, what a rush.." deep sigh.. - @DavidArchie"Do u catch a breath when I look at u? Are u holding back like the way I do? Coz ive tried to walk away but I knw this crush aint goin away"
    Who ever thought that skittles on chocolate cake with berry filling is delicious was obviously very wrong.Is it bad to lack initiative to tweet? Anyways, off to a 50th and 60th birthday celebrations later. Oh how fun..

    "I don't know but I think I maybe fallin' for you, dropping so quickly. Maybe I should keep this to myself, waiting 'til I know you better."I really miss you. If only you knew. But maybe you do. I'd give you a clue. Can't wait to see you. :)I loved Harry Potter! It was amazing. Great company too. Next wednesday ulit ha. :) One thing though. Grabe ang init sa sinehan!!!Movie night! Excited but not sure why i'm nervous. Maybe there should have been more of us. Sayang, nabulilyaso pa kasi eh. :) Can't wait :)R: I wish for you to have sweet dreams and no more demons. And no, it's not in you. M: Well i guess see you when you get back.
    Nothing like korean whiskey and a private karaoke party to forget all your worries and just have so much fun! WOOOO! :))With jz 4words, someone on cloud nine fell to the ground. With 4words, someone woke up from a dream. But it took only 1word to break a heartThe barrio fiesta was awesome, great day indeed, so much fun! Although my feet ache, i would gladly do it all over again! Till next year! :)
    "I think I'm afraid to be happy...Because whenever you get too happy, something bad always happens." Tears and laughter seem to go together.Dear diary, today, results came out, i met Michael Copon, had calamari and mashed potato, with good company, for good times. Happy happy. :)I passed! I freakin PASSED!! that's enough for me, i'm happy!! :))My word for today was 'Keele'. It is actually a place in the midlands between Manchester and Birmingham. Haha. Nice one emee. Keele! :)I really didn't notice my sister had a haircut until someone pointed it out to me. Haha how tired was i? That's what my work does to me. Ha.

    Mom. Cry. Hugs Tight. Cries harder. Mumbles. Prays. Sobs softly. Prays harder. Falls asleep. Dried tears.People should know better than to wake someone up 30 minutes before it's time to leave.
    "Only the lucky ones realize what their dealing with before it's too late. Only lucky ones don't have to pretend not to love them."This is the day where nothing seems to ever go your way and somehow you just want to run away from it all.I was laughing when Senator Honasan told me i look-alike and remind him of his youngest daughter. Suuuure, really? Hehehe. :)
    Dad thanks for letting me meet the senators. Eventhough i wasn't ok at first, everything turned out fiiineee. :)
    Nobody has called me 'Katkat' in a while. Certainly brings back memories.. :)

    "There's somebody out there, somebody somewhere, to show you the tenderness you need, somebody to hold you when worries control you..."

    "I thought you said it was easy, listening to your heart, I thought you said i'd be okay..."
    RT @RyanSeacrest U wil see all the stars from today mj clips on news but this moment-his daughter really got to me http://tinyurl.com/mrohqd

    Paris Jackson brought the tears to my eyes.

    Now there's a dream i wish to NEVER come true. No, scratch that, it wasn't a dream. It was a nightmare."Tell me im not on my own, Tell me I wont be alone, Tell me wat im feelin isnt some mistake coz if anyone can make me fall in love, you can"
    "It's like wishing for rain as I stand in the desert, But I'm holding you closer than most" -Ron Pope
    Today, I guess I CAN, no actually, I SHOULD, so maybe I WILL, use any excuse, any at all, to be happy. But right now, I NEED one.At Heathrow airport this early july morning. Such a bittersweet place to be. Goodbyes, last hugs & unspoken words.