taking chances

ok so this song has just on replay on my ipod and i seriously can't get this song out of my head right now. somehow it just puts a smile on my face, makes me happy on the inside and somehow i feel quite hopeful too. life and love, after all, is all about taking chances. taking that leap of faith that things wouldn't turn out so bad. taking chances without considering the consequences of you getting hurt, sometimes you wouldn't necessarily get hurt at all. sometimes we might just have to take that chance in order for us to be happy.

Don't know much about your life.

Don't know much about your world, but
Don't want to be alone tonight,
On this planet they call earth.

You don't know about my past, and
I don't have a future figured out.
And maybe this is going too fast.
And maybe it's not meant to last,

But what do you say to taking chances,
What do you say to jumping off the edge?
Never knowing if there's solid ground below
Or hand to hold, or hell to pay,
What do you say,
What do you say?

I just want to start again,
And maybe you could show me how to try,
And maybe you could take me in,
Somewhere underneath your skin?

What do you say to taking chances,
What do you say to jumping off the edge?
Never knowing if there's solid ground below
Or hand to hold, or hell to pay,
What do you say,
What do you say?

And I had my heart beaten down,
But I always come back for more, yeah.
There's nothing like love to pull you up,
When you're laying down on the floor there.

So talk to me, talk to me,
Like lovers do.
Yeah walk with me, walk with me,
Like lovers do,
Like lovers do.

What do you say to taking chances,
What do you say to jumping off the edge?
Never knowing if there's solid ground below
Or hand to hold, or hell to pay,
What do you say,
What do you say?

Don't know much about your life
And I don't know much about your world

avatar cuteness

avatars are too cute. they are a cute way to make a statement.
and no, i'm talking about the movie by james cameron. well, not yet anyway.

below are some avatars i picked that i like best that could describe me.





sometimes a song can say what i really feel better than anything i'll write.



good luck indeed. get ready heart for a rollercoaster of emotions.



well, i wouldn't call it "love" just yet. maybe a "strong like". yeah maybe that could work. i fell in "strong like". ok, hmm.. nah, doesn't really work. so fine.... i fell in "love"



completely no idea. i'd like to keep a secret for a while.



ok this one was just HAHAHAHAHA!
still HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

and here's one i really like, so worth a watch.
enjoy!



ok i guess that's enough for now. don't want to flood my blog with too much avatars.
cuteness off. 3d glasses on.

Wishing you all the timeless treasures of Christmas,the warmth of home, the love of family and company of good friends. Have a blessed Merry Christmas!

all my love, Kat xx

Merry Christmas to everyone back home! Most especially to my amazing friends and their families. I miss u guys so much!

All my love, anakat. xx

My special gift to you guys, i dedicate these songs.

For my love of Glee..


And of course, a tagalog song. Because this is one memorable song this year.

Dear Santa..

Beauty in Everything - Photography

inspiring

"Love is a temporary madness, it erupts like volcanoes and then subsides. And when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion, it is not the desire to mate every second of every second minute of the day, it is not lying awake at night imagining he is kissing every cranny of your body. No, don’t blush, I am telling you some truths. That is just being “in love”, which any fool can do. Love itself is what is leftover when being in love had burned away, and it is both an art and an unfortunate accident. Your mother and I had it, we had roots that grew towards each other underground, and when all the pretty blossom had fallen from our branches we found that we were one tree and not two.”

Chapter 47, Captain Corelli’s Mandolin, as said by Dr Iannis

a girl can dream right?

for sometimes dreams do come true..

"I'm the guy who will hold you when you're crying, and wipe away you're tears.

I'm the guy who thinks you look beautiful with no makeup on.

I'm the guy who won't pressure you to do things you don't want too.

I'm the guy who'll show up at your house with soup and a movie when you're not feeling well.

I'm the guy who kisses your forehead.

I'm the guy who will tickle you randomnly tickle you just to hear you laugh.

I'm the guy who doesn't kiss and tell.

I'm the guy who actually listens when you talk.

I'm the guy who is excited all day because I'm looking forward to our date that night.

I'm the guy who is content with just being able to hold you.

I'm the guy who can't help but smile when you walk into the room.

I'm the guy who'll say I love you and not be afraid of it.

I'm the guy who's perfectly content with staying in and watching movies and cuddling.

I’m the guy who won't lie to you about where he's going or where he's been or who he's been with.

I’m the guy who gets butterflies when he hears your name.

I'm the guy who's not afraid to tell his friends he loves you.

I’m the guy who doesn't mess with other girls when I have you.

I’m the guy who doesn't care about your imperfections and loves you more for them.

I'm the guy who will hold you while we watch the sunset.

I'm the guy who wants to make you the happiest girl in the world."

oh just admit it, you want to hear it being said to you too right? :D

Favorite October Tweets

Recently people have been asking me alot of questions. So maybe seeing you gave me the answers i need, and maybe, just maybe it's a sign. :)

12:36 PM Oct 30th from web

"for the rare and unexpected friend, for the way you're something that i never choose but at the same time, something i don't wanna lose.."

1:13 AM Oct 30th from web

Missing You is totally an understatement.

10:10 PM Oct 28th from web

"And I wonder if I ever cross your mind. For me it happens all the time." @LadyAntebellum

12:45 AM Oct 28th from web

Watching BBC2 right now. The Philippines is being featured in Charley Boorman's "Sydney to Tokyo: By Any Means".

9:33 PM Oct 25th from web

Supporting PG Charity Golf at Stapleford Abbotts Golfclub, while I enjoy my club cheeseburger and chips.

4:45 PM Oct 25th from txt

Thanks to daylight savings time, i get an extra hour - yup, an extra hour of sleep. :)

1:41 AM Oct 25th from mobile web

Attending the Financial Learning Campaign at the Grosvenor hotel. Presentations by Bangko Sentral ng Pilipinas.

2:54 PM Oct 24th from txt

"Every minute's like an hour,Every hour's like a day,Every day lasts forever, But what else am i gonna do? i'd wait forever & a day for you"

12:28 AM Oct 24th from web

Ate Cathy's life goals for me: Graduate with distinction. Get into Credit Suisse with 60k pay. Learn diving. Get an Italian/Greek Boyfriend.

9:38 PM Oct 23rd from web

At the Philemb, with Senator @piacayetano and various ladies of FilCom-UK. :)

7:05 PM Oct 23rd from Seesmic

"its a masterful melody when he calls out my name to me...& i feel like im falling but its no surprise...& im out of my league once again.."

12:25 AM Oct 23rd from web

"I'd only be Romeo if you be my Juliet." Hahahaha! Ang cheesy! Hahaha :)

9:54 PM Oct 22nd from web

At the Philemb, doing some last minute packing for the last pick-up today! :)

12:41 PM Oct 22nd from web

Gonna be on pinoyradiouk again, later. Eeeeep, gawin ko daw hobby un? hehe :)

7:59 PM Oct 21st from web

Movie night again! Dr Parnassus, totally free! Definitely gonna do this more often. :)

8:45 PM Oct 20th from txt

Yey exactly four months from today until the big day. No, it doesn't involve any white dresses.

2:30 PM Oct 19th from web

"Right now I feel like the guy who was told, “Cheer up — things could be worse!” So he cheered up, and sure enough, things got worse."

12:09 AM Oct 19th from web

"You might as well stop smiling. We can see the pain behind your eyes."

10:27 PM Oct 18th from web

Someone told me "KAT, ka-Birthday mo si commander! Maybe if and when you marry 8 children din! hahaha!" Oh noooo... LOL :)

8:37 PM Oct 18th from web

"There's a saying old,says that love is blind. Stil we're often told "Seek&ye shall find" so im goin to seek a certain lad i've had in mind"

11:29 PM Oct 16th from web

First pick-up at the Philemb: 25 boxes. Second pick-up tomorrow: 71 boxes! Woohoo! Galing namin. Hehehe. :) Labour of love un ah. Hehe. :)

9:51 PM Oct 15th from web

Will be packing boxes later at Philemb, getting them ready for the pick-up tomorrow. :)

12:50 PM Oct 14th from web

Radio broadcaster: "How many children do you have?" Someone: "I have four daughters, all girls." Wow, LOL. :)

10:16 PM Oct 13th from web

Wow about 40 minutes on the radio. That was looong. I must have been babbling. Hehehe.

10:04 PM Oct 13th from web

eeeeep interview on radiopinoyuk later. aaah! kabado na! :)

8:19 PM Oct 13th from web

"Daaaddyyyyyyy can i not go to school today and join you for tea so i can meet the queen too? Pleeeease, pretty please." :)

9:39 AM Oct 13th from web

Still at BPH. Now showing: "In My Life". All for charity. :) Magiging Vilma-nian kaya ako?

2:20 PM Oct 11th from mobile web

Now at Baden Powell house for the Typhoon Charity drive. Just heard mass and ate some lunch. Magbabalot pa kaya mamaya?

12:27 PM Oct 11th from mobile web

"If I walk, would u run? If I stop, would u come? If I say you're the one, would u believe me? If I ask u to stay, would u show me the way?"

12:49 AM Oct 9th from web

"Fame. (i'm gonna live forever, i'm gonna learn how to fly, high!...) How big you make it is all about how far you take it."

8:51 PM Oct 8th from web

"oh reckless abandon, like no one’s watching you... a kiss, a cry, our rights, our wrongs, a moment, a love, a dream aloud..."

2:04 AM Oct 7th from Seesmic

"Well maybe two is better than one, But there's so much time, to figure out the rest of my life and you've already got me coming undone.."

12:28 AM Oct 7th from web

If only i had my secret garden right now... But i guess i'd settle for my comfy pillow for now.

12:51 AM Oct 6th from web

Pringles. 'Once you pop, you can stop.' So true, it always applies.

4:27 PM Oct 4th from mobile web

"Most days of the year are unremarkable. They begin, and they end, with no lasting memories made in between. Most days have no impact on the course of a life."

1:12 PM Oct 4th from twhirl

"I guess I just figured, why make something disposable like a building when you can make something that last forever, like a greeting card."

2:26 AM Oct 4th from web

Today was quite an uneventful day, to say the least. Okay, so it's actually the opposite. But i don't want to overthink anything.

11:22 PM Oct 1st from web

"I know i shouldn't really be doing this.Why? Coz i might just be setting myself up for disappointment and heartbreak. This is not good."

12:55 AM Oct 1st from web

Ate Cathy's life goals for me:

1.Graduate with distinction.

2. Get into Credit Suisse with 60k pay.

3. Learn diving. (with free lessons ofcourse from Ate Cathy! oh yeah!)

4. Get an Italian or Greek Boyfriend.

oh yeah, the pressure is on.

Favorite September Tweets

I haven't laughed this hard and this loud in a while. It feels so good and i definitely missed my D.A. friends soooo much. Good times. :)

8:59 PM Sep 30th from mobile web

After an hour and half, we're finally in Central Perk. That's how big Friends fans we are. Love it. :)

7:00 PM Sep 30th from mobile web

Waiting in line to go into Central Perk for free coffee. Who loves Friends? I do. :)

4:01 PM Sep 30th from mobile web

"Fours year ago, everything was perfect & i was happy. Now four years later, it all feels like a routine and i'm tired..." True story?

4:23 PM Sep 29th from mobile web

Can't believe it's my first back to uni. Suddenly i'm nervous. eeee...

8:34 AM Sep 28th from web

Like i said before. Why are you going to Oxford if you're not going to pass by Bicester Village right? :)

3:20 PM Sep 26th from mobile web

Say a prayer for those back home in the Phils to all be safe, that those stuck in the flood be brought to safety. Amen.

12:28 PM Sep 26th from mobile web

"It`s funny how we get on so easily, We`re just friends aren`t we? You`ve got yours, I`ve got mine and friends are all we ever could be..."

12:44 AM Sep 26th from web

Hanging out, relaxing and laughing with a good friend is a great way to end this week and my 'summer'. Good times. :)

11:33 PM Sep 25th from mobile web

"...Wherever you are, whenever it's right, you come out of nowhere and into my life." <3

10:48 PM Sep 24th from web

"I might have to wait, I'll never give up, I guess it's half timing and the other half's luck..."

10:47 PM Sep 24th from web

Yey my Tita Vo is finally back! Pasalubong time! :))

10:09 PM Sep 23rd from web

"People don't realize this, but loneliness is underrated." - 500 days of summer. "This is not a love story. This is a story about love."

1:26 AM Sep 23rd from web

Movie night was a success. I loved the movie - 500 days of summer. Sequel - 500 days of autumn! :)) But there is something bothering me.

12:02 AM Sep 23rd from web

"Yes, he was one of the reasons why i wanted to stay jz a lil bit longer, to hang around when i dont really need to. But i didnt say that."

3:05 PM Sep 20th from web

“One of the hardest things in life is having words in your heart that you can't utter.”

12:51 AM Sep 20th from web

"OK so let's all talk about me. Bring up my past, present and future. We can skip the whole lovelife part. Let's talk about that later."

6:56 PM Sep 19th from web

Just had a brunch and photo-op with PGMA. Now just hanging around the Secretariat.

12:34 PM Sep 19th from mobile web

Nice meeting PGMA again. Fun bonding time with philemb family, making up for all my overtime. :)

12:06 AM Sep 18th from mobile web

"Sometimes its ok to let the silence still the air &keep it calm &sometimes you dont need to say anything at all to make everything alright"

9:29 PM Sep 16th from web

Happy Birthday Ma, I love you. :) What a start to her birthday, we're watching an old FPJ action movie. Talk about classic. Haha :)

12:43 AM Sep 14th from web

"These scars we wear remind us, the more we change the more we're all the same.." #davidcookrocks

9:43 AM Sep 13th from web

"Anim na letra, tatlong pantig, lahat kami'y makatha.."

10:50 PM Sep 12th from mobile web

Guys who wear baggy clothes and don't know how to use their belts properly = EPiC FAiL.

8:10 PM Sep 12th from mobile web

Writing writing writing. Trying to finish a poem when all inspiration is lost is like dreaming with a broken heart.

1:59 AM Sep 12th from mobile web

#wheniwaslittle I lived in Singapore and how i wish i could go back to visit. It has been ten years since I last was there. Younger years...

7:52 AM Sep 8th from web

Happy September 1st! Beginning of the 'ber' months. Let the countdowns begin. :)

9:40 AM Sep 1st from mobile web

Ondoy

without any warning, without a clue
our lives change right in front of our eyes
disaster strikes when we least expect it
how do you start over when you are the victims
what can you do to help those in need
donate some money, clothes and food
volunteer time and all effort to help
offer a prayer too for everyone's safety
spread the news so more people are aware
together we can move forward to make a new start
all for a better tomorrow for the Philippines



to help through donations, you can:
http://www.redcross.org.ph

let the song do the talking

when i can't seem to find the right words to exactly describe or explain what i'm feeling or thinking, well i let some song lyrics do the talking for me.


"Everybody needs inspiration, Everybody needs a soul, Beautiful melody when the nights alone,cause there is no guarantee that this life is easy..."

"Boy it's been all this time, and I can't get you off my mind, and nobody knows it but me."

"Why do I just lay awake and think of you? I need some sleep. Tomorrow I have things to do. Everytime I close my eyes, I see your face. So i try to read but all i do is lose my place.."

"I hung up the phone tonight, Something happened for the first time, Deep inside it was a rush, what a rush.."
"Am i obsessed with you? I do my best not to want you. But i do all the time.."

"Run far away So I can breath, Even though you're far from suffocating me, I cant set my hopes too high, Cuz every hello ends with a goodbye.."
"He's close to my mother, talks business with my father, he's charming and endearing and I'm comfortable.."
"Tell me im not on my own, Tell me I won't be alone, Tell me what i'm feelin isn't some mistake cause if anyone can make me fall in love, you can.."
"Do you catch a breath when I look at you? Are you holding back like the way I do? Coz i've tried to walk away but I know this crush ain't going away.."

"I don't know but I think I maybe fallin' for you, dropping so quickly. Maybe I should keep this to myself, waiting 'til I know you better.."





and that's how the songs tell my story. now i've got my list to put on repeat on my ipod.

the songs: Crush, Obsessed, Fallin for You, That's the Way I Love You, Catch Me, When I Look at You, You Can, All We'd Ever Need

12.35

i can't get it out of my head
this new friendship that we share
slowly getting to know each other
when spending more time together

i'm starting to like you
i know my parents already do
a real gentleman and a guy with ambitions
how can anyone not fall for your charms

as i play with your hair and brush it with my fingers
it all seems just so normal, comfortable and so right
as you stand close to me, i take in your scent
i smile and sigh, hoping i wasn't too obvious

i'd miss you when you're not around
'cause you keep me company when i'm alone
real thoughtful as you lend me your books
oh couldn't you just get any sweeter at all

i immediately smile when anyone says your name
and i might talk about you, just a little bit too much
my heart's restless when i don't see you around
even more when you are and don't say hi

i don't want to jinx anything by overthinking this
if we ever we become more or remain just friends
that's all in the future we'll have to wait and see
for now, i'll simply make the most of this friendship we share



for more: http://myscribblesnotebook.blogspot.com

Some Story in Pictures

just see how interesting this painting that my mom did. she used clam shells for it. how creative and it was all exact, just fitted perfectly. i must say she is real talented. yes, my mom paints and she's does a great job. so proud of her. (and happy birthday mommy! Ü)

Cullen.
yes, as in Edward Cullen.
yes, that dude hot vampire from Twilight. :)

are that parols i see?
i can feel some Christmas spirit in the air.

nothing much to explain here. i just really thought it was cute.

ooh the very famous Piccadilly area.
now where was i when they were shooting Harry Potter scenes?

Favorite August Tweets

Ako ang Simula! Last minute registration of OAV at Philemb London right now.

5:35 PM Aug 31st from web

Learning how the Philippines was banned from the Little League World Series, while watching its international championships.

8:11 PM Aug 29th from mobile web

"Why do I just lay awake and think of you? I need some sleep. Tomorrow I have things to do. Everytime I close my eyes, I see your face.."

2:47 AM Aug 29th from web

"He's close to my mother, talks business with my father, he's charming and endearing and I'm comfortable.."

12:13 AM Aug 29th from web

"Everybody needs inspiration, Everybody needs a soul, ...... 'cause there is no guarantee that this life is easy..."

10:15 PM Aug 27th from web

"Run far away So I can breath, Eventhough you're far from suffocating me, I cant set my hopes too high, Cuz every hello ends with a goodbye"

12:55 AM Aug 26th from web

"Where are you now? 'Cause I'm thinkin of you. You showed me how - How to live like I do. If it wasn't for you, I would never be who I am.."

12:00 AM Aug 22nd from web

Somehow it sounds and feels different when someone calls me 'anakat'. I don't want to feel like it's a totally different person from me.

10:29 AM Aug 21st from mobile web

Feeling all sentimental while listening to Eraserheads and remembering good times. Good times indeed. *big smile*

1:23 AM Aug 21st from web

Thinking about my horoscope today. It said something about me being honest on what & who i want and reaching a big decision. Hmm, we'll see.

10:33 AM Aug 20th from mobile web

Sometimes when you dont say something out loud, it makes it less true. When I say it out loud, it seems to make it more real &that scares me

1:29 AM Aug 20th from web

R: "Oh you mean Scorpion King 2 came out last year? How do you know that?" Me: "Simple, I googled it. That's what it said on imdb." LOL :)

11:28 PM Aug 18th from web

Oh look, Scorpion King 2 on cable already. What a hit movie. LOL inside joke. Only those who were there would get it. :)

9:47 PM Aug 18th from web

I just refuse to teach my mom how to get her own facebook. Doesn't she already have people who 'spy' on what i do?? Isn't that enough?

12:06 AM Aug 17th from web

"There's a light in the dark Where the sky splits apart, Where the stars find a way To shine through all the spaces in between." @mariedigby

12:47 AM Aug 16th from web

"A second has the capability to change everything. The capability to change the way u look at the world &the way the world looks at u. Everything can change in the blink of an eye. "

11:19 PM Aug 12th from web

Movie night: G.I.Joe. Interesting, action-filled, guy movie with leather. Not bad at all. :)

11:28 PM Aug 10th from mobile web

New Philippine Embassy London website. Check it out! :) http://bit.ly/ZNsIV

8:26 PM Aug 9th from web

Today is gonna be interesting. Why? Oh yeah, i have lost my voice. Yes, how exciting. Just text me.

8:00 AM Aug 7th from web

Had a great time at PG Pow Wow. (although i did lose my voice again) Happy 2 years @philgen, congratulations! More to come! :)

1:11 AM Aug 7th from web

Congratulations on the launch of Luzviminda foundation. So much fun and laughter! I jz lose my voice again hahahaha! :)

11:53 PM Aug 5th from mobile web

A prayer for Tita Cory and our country. I feel good today knowing there's still hope, so everything will be ok. Paalam Tita Cory, thank you.

10:27 AM Aug 5th from txt

I think I will refrain from talking til my throat feels better & my voice comes back. Haha, like that will really happen. Oh no, help me. :)

12:22 AM Aug 5th from web

Omg! Angelina and Ali dropped by Nando's to say hi and we had a quick catch-up session. Omg i missed two of my bestfriends soooo much! :)

10:38 PM Aug 4th from mobile web

Today was a good day. What a great start to August! Can't wait for what's gonna happen this month. Happy August. :)

12:40 AM Aug 2nd from mobile web

sentimental about high school

yesterday i was listening to songs by the Eraserheads* and i couldn't help but feel all sentimental about the past. specifically, high school and the good times. ah yes, the good times. it just makes me smile, makes me feel good. they always say that high school are the best years of one's life. i would say that i would/could never forget high school, the good, the bad and the ugly - oh i meant drama. haha. :)

well nothing summarises what i feel right now better than this cute song by Honor Society.
i put the lyrics below and highlighted the bits which have meaning.



To my favorite teacher
told me never give up
To my 5th grade crush
who I thought I really loved
To the guys I missed
And the girls we kissed,
where are you now?

To my ex best friends
Don't know how we grew apart
To my favorite bands
and sing-alongs in my car
To the face I see
In my memories,
Where are you now?

Where are you now?
Cause I'm thinkin of you
You showed me how
How to live like I do
If it wasn't for you
I would never be who I am

To my first girlfriend
I thought for sure was the one
To my last girlfriend
Sorry I screwed it up
To the ones I loved,
Didn't show it enough
Where are you now?

Where are you now?
Cause I'm thinkin of you
You showed me how
How to live like I do
If it wasn't for you
I would never be who I am

I know we'll never see those days again
And it means we'll never be that way again
But that's just how it goes
people change but I know
I won't forget you

Woah oh
woah oh
oh ohh

To the ones who cared
Who were there from the start
To the love that left
took a piece of my heart
To the few who'd swear
I never go anywhere
Where are you now?

Where are you now?
Cause I'm thinkin' of you
You showed me how
How to live like I do
If it wasn't for you
I would never be who I am
If it wasn't for you
I would never be who I am now

If it wasn't for you
I would be nothing
Where are you now?

Twitter Update on Blogger

Stupid twitter. Still upset twitter suspended my original account because some stupid person hacked into it and put stupid updates! Argh!!
(But i'm guessing you're probably saying if i think twitter is stupid, why tweet? lol Ü)

Alas, a new one. Just press the button under my picture. Yes the one that says 'follow' :)

my new Twitter :)

Link: http://twitter.com/anirtakanna

Twitter: I'm Busy.

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Versions

17.51

(2nd version)
lost in a daydream
i look at his face
he's as lost as i am
can't help but smile
hoping he'd look my way
until then, i'm content just staring at him
his eyes, his smile, his laugh
secretly, slowly, falling for him

16.49

(1st version)
lost in a daydream
staring into nothingness
i look at him beside me
he's as lost as i am
can't help but smile

~~~~~~~~~~~~

17.35

(2nd version)
what's happening to me
i seem to be losing it
something's gotta be wrong
i'm not myself anymore
i'm reckless and yet very careful
i'm in a hurry and yet there's still time
but then i've been wasting too much time
now i'm chasing something that's too fast
and has left me very very far behind

08.46

(1st version)
what's happening to me
i seem to be losing it
something's gotta be wrong
i'm not myself anymore
i'm reckless and yet very careful
i'm in a hurry and yet there's still time
but then i've been wasting too much time
so i'm just chasing something
that left me behind


~~~~~~~

that's what happens when i decide to be sentimental and clean up my old stuff. unfinished poems will get a different ending, especially since i don't remember having finished the poems already.

Favorite July Tweets

A prayer for Pres. Corazon "Tita Cory" Aquino. May she rest in peace and my sincerest condolences to the Aquino family.

10:43 PM Jul 31st from web

"I hung up the phone tonight, Something happened for the first time, Deep inside it was a rush, what a rush.." deep sigh.. - @DavidArchie

11:33 PM Jul 30th from web

"Do u catch a breath when I look at u? Are u holding back like the way I do? Coz ive tried to walk away but I knw this crush aint goin away"

7:31 PM Jul 29th from web

Who ever thought that skittles on chocolate cake with berry filling is delicious was obviously very wrong.

10:58 PM Jul 25th from txt

Is it bad to lack initiative to tweet? Anyways, off to a 50th and 60th birthday celebrations later. Oh how fun..

1:56 PM Jul 25th from mobile web

"I don't know but I think I maybe fallin' for you, dropping so quickly. Maybe I should keep this to myself, waiting 'til I know you better."

12:05 AM Jul 24th from web

I really miss you. If only you knew. But maybe you do. I'd give you a clue. Can't wait to see you. :)

1:53 PM Jul 23rd from web

I loved Harry Potter! It was amazing. Great company too. Next wednesday ulit ha. :) One thing though. Grabe ang init sa sinehan!!!

12:54 AM Jul 23rd from web

Movie night! Excited but not sure why i'm nervous. Maybe there should have been more of us. Sayang, nabulilyaso pa kasi eh. :) Can't wait :)

9:42 AM Jul 22nd from mobile web

R: I wish for you to have sweet dreams and no more demons. And no, it's not in you. M: Well i guess see you when you get back.

10:17 AM Jul 21st from mobile web

Nothing like korean whiskey and a private karaoke party to forget all your worries and just have so much fun! WOOOO! :))

10:55 PM Jul 20th from mobile web

With jz 4words, someone on cloud nine fell to the ground. With 4words, someone woke up from a dream. But it took only 1word to break a heart

8:27 PM Jul 20th from web

The barrio fiesta was awesome, great day indeed, so much fun! Although my feet ache, i would gladly do it all over again! Till next year! :)

11:13 PM Jul 19th from web

"I think I'm afraid to be happy...Because whenever you get too happy, something bad always happens." Tears and laughter seem to go together.8:48 PM Jul 19th from web

Dear diary, today, results came out, i met Michael Copon, had calamari and mashed potato, with good company, for good times. Happy happy. :)

12:31 AM Jul 17th from mobile web

I passed! I freakin PASSED!! that's enough for me, i'm happy!! :))

5:48 PM Jul 16th from mobile web

My word for today was 'Keele'. It is actually a place in the midlands between Manchester and Birmingham. Haha. Nice one emee. Keele! :)

1:42 AM Jul 16th from mobile web

I really didn't notice my sister had a haircut until someone pointed it out to me. Haha how tired was i? That's what my work does to me. Ha.

11:53 PM Jul 15th from web

Mom. Cry. Hugs Tight. Cries harder. Mumbles. Prays. Sobs softly. Prays harder. Falls asleep. Dried tears.

11:06 PM Jul 13th from web

People should know better than to wake someone up 30 minutes before it's time to leave.

11:57 AM Jul 12th from web

"Only the lucky ones realize what their dealing with before it's too late. Only lucky ones don't have to pretend not to love them."

9:14 PM Jul 10th from web

This is the day where nothing seems to ever go your way and somehow you just want to run away from it all.

11:49 AM Jul 10th from mobile web

I was laughing when Senator Honasan told me i look-alike and remind him of his youngest daughter. Suuuure, really? Hehehe. :)

1:50 AM Jul 10th from mobile web

Dad thanks for letting me meet the senators. Eventhough i wasn't ok at first, everything turned out fiiineee. :)

12:20 AM Jul 10th from mobile web

Nobody has called me 'Katkat' in a while. Certainly brings back memories.. :)

2:51 PM Jul 9th from web

"There's somebody out there, somebody somewhere, to show you the tenderness you need, somebody to hold you when worries control you..."
1:25 AM Jul 9th from web

"I thought you said it was easy, listening to your heart, I thought you said i'd be okay..."

9:49 AM Jul 8th from mobile web

RT @RyanSeacrest U wil see all the stars from today mj clips on news but this moment-his daughter really got to me http://tinyurl.com/mrohqd

9:53 PM Jul 7th from web

Paris Jackson brought the tears to my eyes.

9:03 PM Jul 7th from web

Now there's a dream i wish to NEVER come true. No, scratch that, it wasn't a dream. It was a nightmare.

9:27 AM Jul 7th from mobile web

"Tell me im not on my own, Tell me I wont be alone, Tell me wat im feelin isnt some mistake coz if anyone can make me fall in love, you can"

12:21 AM Jul 7th from web

"It's like wishing for rain as I stand in the desert, But I'm holding you closer than most" -Ron Pope

10:19 PM Jul 3rd from web

Today, I guess I CAN, no actually, I SHOULD, so maybe I WILL, use any excuse, any at all, to be happy. But right now, I NEED one.

11:32 PM Jul 1st from web

At Heathrow airport this early july morning. Such a bittersweet place to be. Goodbyes, last hugs & unspoken words.

8:28 AM Jul 1st from mobile web