Saturday 22 August 2009

sentimental about high school

yesterday i was listening to songs by the Eraserheads* and i couldn't help but feel all sentimental about the past. specifically, high school and the good times. ah yes, the good times. it just makes me smile, makes me feel good. they always say that high school are the best years of one's life. i would say that i would/could never forget high school, the good, the bad and the ugly - oh i meant drama. haha. :)

well nothing summarises what i feel right now better than this cute song by Honor Society.
i put the lyrics below and highlighted the bits which have meaning.



To my favorite teacher
told me never give up
To my 5th grade crush
who I thought I really loved
To the guys I missed
And the girls we kissed,
where are you now?

To my ex best friends
Don't know how we grew apart
To my favorite bands
and sing-alongs in my car
To the face I see
In my memories,
Where are you now?

Where are you now?
Cause I'm thinkin of you
You showed me how
How to live like I do
If it wasn't for you
I would never be who I am

To my first girlfriend
I thought for sure was the one
To my last girlfriend
Sorry I screwed it up
To the ones I loved,
Didn't show it enough
Where are you now?

Where are you now?
Cause I'm thinkin of you
You showed me how
How to live like I do
If it wasn't for you
I would never be who I am

I know we'll never see those days again
And it means we'll never be that way again
But that's just how it goes
people change but I know
I won't forget you


Woah oh
woah oh
oh ohh

To the ones who cared
Who were there from the start
To the love that left
took a piece of my heart
To the few who'd swear
I never go anywhere
Where are you now?

Where are you now?
Cause I'm thinkin' of you
You showed me how
How to live like I do
If it wasn't for you
I would never be who I am
If it wasn't for you
I would never be who I am now

If it wasn't for you
I would be nothing
Where are you now?

Tuesday 18 August 2009

Twitter Update on Blogger

Stupid twitter. Still upset twitter suspended my original account because some stupid person hacked into it and put stupid updates! Argh!!
(But i'm guessing you're probably saying if i think twitter is stupid, why tweet? lol Ü)

Alas, a new one. Just press the button under my picture. Yes the one that says 'follow' :)

my new Twitter :)

Link: http://twitter.com/anirtakanna





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    Saturday 15 August 2009

    Versions

    17.51

    (2nd version)
    lost in a daydream
    i look at his face
    he's as lost as i am
    can't help but smile
    hoping he'd look my way
    until then, i'm content just staring at him
    his eyes, his smile, his laugh
    secretly, slowly, falling for him

    16.49

    (1st version)
    lost in a daydream
    staring into nothingness
    i look at him beside me
    he's as lost as i am
    can't help but smile

    ~~~~~~~~~~~~

    17.35

    (2nd version)
    what's happening to me
    i seem to be losing it
    something's gotta be wrong
    i'm not myself anymore
    i'm reckless and yet very careful
    i'm in a hurry and yet there's still time
    but then i've been wasting too much time
    now i'm chasing something that's too fast
    and has left me very very far behind

    08.46

    (1st version)
    what's happening to me
    i seem to be losing it
    something's gotta be wrong
    i'm not myself anymore
    i'm reckless and yet very careful
    i'm in a hurry and yet there's still time
    but then i've been wasting too much time
    so i'm just chasing something
    that left me behind


    ~~~~~~~

    that's what happens when i decide to be sentimental and clean up my old stuff. unfinished poems will get a different ending, especially since i don't remember having finished the poems already.

    Saturday 1 August 2009

    Favorite July Tweets

    A prayer for Pres. Corazon "Tita Cory" Aquino. May she rest in peace and my sincerest condolences to the Aquino family."I hung up the phone tonight, Something happened for the first time, Deep inside it was a rush, what a rush.." deep sigh.. - @DavidArchie"Do u catch a breath when I look at u? Are u holding back like the way I do? Coz ive tried to walk away but I knw this crush aint goin away"
    Who ever thought that skittles on chocolate cake with berry filling is delicious was obviously very wrong.Is it bad to lack initiative to tweet? Anyways, off to a 50th and 60th birthday celebrations later. Oh how fun..

    "I don't know but I think I maybe fallin' for you, dropping so quickly. Maybe I should keep this to myself, waiting 'til I know you better."I really miss you. If only you knew. But maybe you do. I'd give you a clue. Can't wait to see you. :)I loved Harry Potter! It was amazing. Great company too. Next wednesday ulit ha. :) One thing though. Grabe ang init sa sinehan!!!Movie night! Excited but not sure why i'm nervous. Maybe there should have been more of us. Sayang, nabulilyaso pa kasi eh. :) Can't wait :)R: I wish for you to have sweet dreams and no more demons. And no, it's not in you. M: Well i guess see you when you get back.
    Nothing like korean whiskey and a private karaoke party to forget all your worries and just have so much fun! WOOOO! :))With jz 4words, someone on cloud nine fell to the ground. With 4words, someone woke up from a dream. But it took only 1word to break a heartThe barrio fiesta was awesome, great day indeed, so much fun! Although my feet ache, i would gladly do it all over again! Till next year! :)
    "I think I'm afraid to be happy...Because whenever you get too happy, something bad always happens." Tears and laughter seem to go together.Dear diary, today, results came out, i met Michael Copon, had calamari and mashed potato, with good company, for good times. Happy happy. :)I passed! I freakin PASSED!! that's enough for me, i'm happy!! :))My word for today was 'Keele'. It is actually a place in the midlands between Manchester and Birmingham. Haha. Nice one emee. Keele! :)I really didn't notice my sister had a haircut until someone pointed it out to me. Haha how tired was i? That's what my work does to me. Ha.

    Mom. Cry. Hugs Tight. Cries harder. Mumbles. Prays. Sobs softly. Prays harder. Falls asleep. Dried tears.People should know better than to wake someone up 30 minutes before it's time to leave.
    "Only the lucky ones realize what their dealing with before it's too late. Only lucky ones don't have to pretend not to love them."This is the day where nothing seems to ever go your way and somehow you just want to run away from it all.I was laughing when Senator Honasan told me i look-alike and remind him of his youngest daughter. Suuuure, really? Hehehe. :)
    Dad thanks for letting me meet the senators. Eventhough i wasn't ok at first, everything turned out fiiineee. :)
    Nobody has called me 'Katkat' in a while. Certainly brings back memories.. :)


    "There's somebody out there, somebody somewhere, to show you the tenderness you need, somebody to hold you when worries control you..."


    "I thought you said it was easy, listening to your heart, I thought you said i'd be okay..."
    RT @RyanSeacrest U wil see all the stars from today mj clips on news but this moment-his daughter really got to me http://tinyurl.com/mrohqd

    Paris Jackson brought the tears to my eyes.


    Now there's a dream i wish to NEVER come true. No, scratch that, it wasn't a dream. It was a nightmare."Tell me im not on my own, Tell me I wont be alone, Tell me wat im feelin isnt some mistake coz if anyone can make me fall in love, you can"
    "It's like wishing for rain as I stand in the desert, But I'm holding you closer than most" -Ron Pope
    Today, I guess I CAN, no actually, I SHOULD, so maybe I WILL, use any excuse, any at all, to be happy. But right now, I NEED one.At Heathrow airport this early july morning. Such a bittersweet place to be. Goodbyes, last hugs & unspoken words.